-StepByStep|Baylee'sStory.
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-StepByStep|Baylee'sStory.
by -Bree. Wed Nov 17, 2010 2:09 am
I remember, i was five. Brown hair. Hazel Eyes. This is me;
This is acctually a really good picture. But what you dont see... Is how my dad mistreated me.
'Please Daddy! Dont!' I scream, as he grabs me by the scruff of my neck; like a mother dog would do when her puppy misbehaves. He throws me against the wall, as hard as he possibly can. I cry and cry. How am i still alive? I think to myself. He screams to me, saying i was the biggest mistake of his life, and that he never wanted me. My mom runs down the stairs, trying to stop him. He pulls out a gun, and puts it to my tempal. Im only five... What was i suppost to do? He swears, bad words to me and my mother. Hes drunk again. The fear in my eyes, doesnt stop him. He strikes punches at me, i try to dodge. I want to scream, but i cant, or he'd kill us both.
Me and my mom never did anything wrong.
By now, its like im living a horrible dream. Like a nightmare. From foster home to foster home, will i ever meet someone who will care? School has been an issue. The bruises, and scars still haunt me today. People dont dare to ask, they just stop and stare. I'm worried. How am i different then all of them? I still get bullied, they steal my twinkies. Dont let my in the restroom, without 5 dollars. At home, all the foster kids get the pizza first. How am i suppost to live on something, so little?
Im now 13.
<- theres me again.I've grown up in my looks, but im still the little girl i used to be. I dont think i will ever grow up. Sometimes i wonder where my mom is. If she's still with my dad, or if shes dead... Did she really love me? I look at the scar on my tummy, where my dad had stabbed me deeply. How could he? I was still that little girl, he held when i came outta my mommy. He said i was his angel, his baby, his sweetheart. What happened? The love had faded away. I've been alone now, for a long time. I cry to myself, nobody would hold me in their arms and say it'll be alright. Why cant i be like some the girls? With their fancy boyfriends, soulmates. They rub it in my face. Push me down, and say im ugly. I never did anything to them. Why am i so mistreated?
Today at school, theres a new boy. Hes cute. All the girls are already all over him. Im like nothing. A faded light, into dark. I dont think he noticed me, and my arms. But i noticed his. He was just like me. I was so tempted to say hi, and learn more about him. But what would happen? I'd get punched.
Looks like the new boy gotta gf. Their all just using him. The foster home ish getting worse. I got kicked outta my bed. I sleep on the cold, hard floor curled up in a ball. I fall asleep crying everynight. Its like im being treated like someones pet. I get fed the scraps. Thats it. I drink outta the water hose. Everyone calls me mean names. I didnt even touch them. So whatever. This isnt who i am.
Yup I was right. The new boy did get used. He finally noticed me. He followed me to the park one afternoon. I had my camera. We took tons of pictures.
Here are some;
He kissed me. It felt amazing. Like nothing else mattered. At the end he gave me his jacket. I slept with it that night.
His name ish Tyler. We have been dating for a year now. And i really love him.
One day i come home, and my foster parents sit me down for a talk. They say they are sending me to Alaska. I scream and yell. 'I dont wanna go! I need Tyler!' But they dont listen. I keep screaming. 'I thought you loved me!' I ran to Tylers house crying. He opens the door, as i fall to my knees crying. He drops next to me... 'Whats rong Baylee?' But by now im outta breath, and i can barely breathe. 'Baylee?!' He yelled as my face turned purple. He picked me up and carried me into his room. He sits me on the bed, and gives me water. 'Tyler! Their sending me away!' I said in his arms. He was speechless. I couldnt stop crying. Tyler was thinking about something, and i wanted to know.
My body shook, as he took me to his car. My stuff all packed in two boxes. He put the boxes in the back. We both got in the car; him in the drivers seat, me in shotgun. I look over at him, worried to death. He takes my hands and holds them tight. 'Dont worry' He whispered. I just nod and keep looking at him. He lets go of my hands and gets his seatbelt on, adjusts the mirrors. His stuff was already in the back. He saw this day coming. I put my seatbelt on, and sit back in my seat. If i were to get caught, i'd be dead. I packed everything i had. Of course Tyler had more, he was more rich. I had nothing. I look into the backseat, and see the past. My eyes flash as i remember: My dad had pushed me and my mom in the backseat of his car. It was a December night, freezing cold. I was only 3 months old, then. But i member it like it was yesterday. He drove us to a frozen pond, and told us we were only going for a swim. He had his lash. It was like slavery, i swear. I looked at the clock, 1:00 A.M. Nobody would be awake to hear my mothers screams, or my cries. As my dad pulled under a tree, and stepped outta the car slowly, with his lash behind him. He pulled my mother out first, closed the door, and started beating her, whiping her with the lash. This was a run down town, and nobody was near to hear the noises my mom made as that leather peirced her skin. She was bleeding, thats something i cant forget. He took me outta the car next, i didnt know what was going on, what we did, or why we deserved this. My mom was on the dirt ground, curled in a ball. He kicked her and told her to get up, still holding me in his arms. He had my mom lead the way to the pond, she knew what was happening. The ice over the pond isnt that thick, but thick enough to crash a babies head. He held me by the scruff of my neck, and held me over the pond. My mom pleaded and cried, telling him not to, but she didnt have much energy. Next thing i knew, i was sinking in the water. I heard a splash as my mother came after me. My dad had already drove off, but i was still alive. My mom had got me, and that night we slept on the cold hard floor, next to the lake.
I had just noticed i said all of that aloud. I looked at Tyler, with tears in my eyes. He didnt know what to say. But tonight i knew, we were running away.
We Arrived In South Carolina. It was a long and horrible drive. But he knew exactly to take me. It was so pretty. We were at Edisto. And it was the prettiest thing i have ever seen. Palm Trees, Sandy Beaches, And Resorts. It was absoultly amazing. We Went To the piggy market, and got some common needs. Then we found a little shack that someone abandoned to stay in. We fixed it up, and then it was perfect. Now i know how i can survive on something so little. I found someone who makes me happy, and that nothing else matters. There wasnt much here, but enough to live on. Everday we'd go and get cocoanuts, and drink that juice. I no longer had makeup, or some personal needs, but Tyler always said i was prettier without makeup. He makes me feel like i have something to live for. We spent our days on this beach, sometimes it would get lonely. We met some new friends tho. They are an 18 year old couple, that went throu the same things me and Tyler have. Its good to know someone feels the same as you. We'd go to the piggy market about twice a month. Tyler worked at one of the casinos. He became manager, and things started to look up for our future. We got a dog. And this ish when our family started.
Me and Tyler have been dating for 8 years. We are now 23. Planning on having a baby, also. I think hes gonna propose anytime soon. At least i hope. South Carolina has been an experience for me. Its different form the city, but i like it. Theres always visitors, and i love playing with the little kids... Helping them build sand castles. Tyler can see the mother insticts in me. We arent virgins anymore, but we havent gone far enought to have a baby. We will sit on the beach, near sunrise, and just talk about what were gonna have later on. Neither of us finished school, but that didnt matter. We were making enough money to live on, and i just feel so great. Im no longer abused, or scared or losing everything. Tyler wouldnt let that happen to meh. Hes turned into a really sweet man. And strong. We got a bigger house, one with a bathroom. Our dog's name ish Hyper. This ish him:
Today was a long day. Me and Tyler went to the store, then after we put all that up we rode our bikes. I asked him about the baby deal, and he got mad at me.. I dont know why, but we had our first fight.. and i swear that'd be the last of it. But no, he swore he'd be with me forever.. He cant leave me now, not after everything i've been throu.. but does he really love me? I dont know what to think, and i'm too scared to talk to him right now. Tonight i'm sleeping in the living room, while he gets the bed. Hyper came and layed with me. I still felt like our family ish slowly breaking away. Plus, if we break up... hes leaving me with nothing, just gonna kick me out like im some piece of crap. And i dont wanna be that.. Not again..
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Re: -StepByStep|Baylee'sStory.
by -beatlesfanboy Fri Nov 19, 2010 12:37 am
better then mine, yours has feeling.
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by Obsessed. Thu Nov 25, 2010 5:39 am
Sounds like a slightly familiar life to me...
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by Impossibility Wed Dec 08, 2010 9:39 pm
Whoa. That is really good!
Please.Write.More! ;D
Please.Write.More! ;D
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by -Bree. Thu Dec 09, 2010 12:52 am
I will when i get the time;D
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by -beatlesfanboy Thu Dec 09, 2010 12:57 am
you can tomo, i won't beable to come on..:/
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by -Bree. Thu Dec 09, 2010 12:58 am
Oh nooo D:
You better get on >.<
Or text meh email.
You better get on >.<
Or text meh email.
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by -Bree. Sun Dec 12, 2010 7:25 am
hehe yesh!
then its gonna get sad,
then happy!;D
then its gonna get sad,
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